Tuesday, November 17, 2009

这...就是我的生活...

老实说..还真厌倦这种生活...
没人关心,没人在乎...
活着是为了什么?
不知道...
原来付出从来不等于收回是真的...
原本以为只要对人好那别人就会对你好..
怎么可能...
白痴才会相信吧..
但我曾经是那个白痴...
真的好累..
不希望别人是因为可怜,同情我才对我好..
这种好真的很可笑..
有时我扶心自问...
我对人不够好吗?
朋友有难..两挟插刀,在所不持...
试问..当我有难的时候你又在哪?
我...要求不多...
只希望难过,伤心时有个肩膀...
开心时有你陪我分享..
但这一切似乎很难...
也许我该冰封我的心...
这样才不会被受伤害...

Sunday, September 20, 2009

有些事情不是说忘记就真的能忘记

本来以为我能忘记以前的事
但经过了今天我才发现原来它一直藏在心里的某一个角落
每当伤口即将痊愈时
你却一次又一次的在伤口上撒盐
这种感觉我想你是从来没试过的
所以你根本就不会懂那种感觉
以前的我总是傻傻的等
等待着一个不可能发生的奇迹
所以才会一次又一次的受伤
遍体鳞伤的我总是相信你
但真心的相信换来的竟然是残忍的伤害
现在的我真的累了
已经没有力气再继续被你伤害了
可能这时离开会是最好的选择
默默地离开那个伤害了我无数次的你
也不想让你知道原来你对我来说是那么重要的
不过我想这一切都已经成为过去了
对吧?

Sunday, September 13, 2009

颓废的一天

Today morning is my ktt test..i just simply fly thru it..dunno y..damn lazy nowadays..but when i saw the test paper i only noe wat is the return of flying all the way...i regret..but no cure d..it's too late..i think it was the worst test for myself tat i ever take..

to be continue on the "tui fei de yi tian"..i going out with my buddy to watch a movie.."where got ghost"..it is a singapore movie..feel so touch to her tat even she dunno hokkien..but she stil willing to watch it..haha..between..this is really "xia dao xiao" movie.. when i get shocked on smt..there was smt tat stil make me laugh non stop..haha..unfortunately..when we wanna take photo..the light of the cinema suddenly turn off...zzz...


人生会有几个颓废的一天?
数不尽吧..
但愿我不会再颓废下去就好

Saturday, September 5, 2009

sick jor

aikhzz...today shopping til half way then feel fever and flu..
I jz recover not more than one month...but sick again..
y god treat me so bad? next week is a hyper busy week..i got no time for sick ler..
hope illness wil faster go away from me...hate fever the most!!
pls go away from me..plzz...

Friday, September 4, 2009

grey sky

4th of sept
an unhappy day for me
ask for reason?
it's too much until I also forgot part of it
it's coz of stressful of my course work
tests, assignments, quiz, tutorial, report...plus vexation..
the uni life i having is not as what i think of before i entering uni
in my dream, uni is colourful and full of happiness
but...my life now is colourless and full of stress
tired of keep on giving care all the time...
hope to receive it as well..
but it seems like so hard to get it..
mayb this is my life

but when i feel i am fighting with loneliness..
there is stil someone that giving me support silently..
thanks..my frens..